但愿如此

你就是如此的可爱

令我对你如此的无奈

你就是如此的温柔体贴

令我对你如此的难以抗拒

你就是如此的窝心

令我对你如此的狠不下心

你就是如此的贴心

令我对你如此的难以忘怀

但愿我能够把你给忘

crappy

Felt so crappy recently.. hardly focus on things I need to do.

aarghhh.... I should lead my own life more!!!

Assignments are driving me nuts.. hate them so much.

But yet still need to complete all of them.

Think about the future but not the past.

Past leaves you memories behind.

But future gives you the will power to work things out.

But if we kept on living in the past, it will drag us to slow down.

And somehow, very very slow.

For every woman out there, you must remember:

"You are Strong, Independent And yet Beautiful!! No one is worthy than you yourself!"

So I said to myself:

"Yin, you are Strong, Independent! and yet Beautiful! No one is worthy than you yourself!"

Get it Right

What have I done? I wish I could
Away from this ship goin' under
Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?

'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

So I throw up my fist
I will punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send out a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

I'll be there for U

How many of them will say this to you??

Or should i say how many of them really mean it??

YES! Some of them really mean it!

But some will only do it if they can get some benefits from it.

Being in or out of a relationship is always the confusing part.

Maybe things changed when both of you getting comfortable.

Both of you started to blame/question/suspect each other.

Maybe this is the weakness of a human being.

Oh well... as for me, nothing is much important than my studies now.

Shouldn't get distract by anything at this moment.

Should set up and stick to my plans.

Like what my bestie said :"We're strong and independent women!"

Indeed WE ARE!

Ladies out there, be strong!!!

Surprise!!!!

Some how I fall in Love with your unexpected surprise.

Never thought that you will appear.

Never thought that you will be there.

So sweet of you.

But how long can you maintain those sweetness for me?

I really feel unsecured.

I don't know what is in your mind.

I don't dare to ask because I'm afraid.

I feel like running away from you.

Just when I think of this, question pop up in my mind.

Will you come for me if I disappear?

Will you hunt for me? Will you miss me?

Only God knows.

Maybe time will tell.

March

Been MIA for sometimes... actually not MIA lar.. just that don't know/not sure/lazy to update what's happening and what's going on.

Well, things sometimes just happen in a blink of eye. Sometimes you don't even have enough time to respond and then it just 'pop' out like that. Is either you take it or you leave it. Somehow I learn to take it. BUT sometimes I tend to ignore it. Being stubborn about it!

There is a lot of people walk in and walk out from our lives. Somehow some of them are someone that can help us. BUT some of them will come over n screw up your life and then walk away. wtf...

BUT what can you do?? Be strong!!! That's the only thing!

Hardly focus recently. Don't know what is happening to me. Exam around the corner soon! And I'm not well prepared. Kinda afraid of it now. Need to start on doing my revision or else I'll screw myself up!