Christmas Day~

Merry Christmas....

Well, guess Christmas this year is the most boring one i ever had.

I did not go to church, i did not celebrate it with my friends, i just stay home and do nothing.

Though i got some present, but not really what i want and what i need....

Well， i guess Christmas is just a normal day.. just that is recognize by the world is a holiday~....

贪慕虚荣

回想起来，原来我自己也是贪慕虚荣的。 看见身边的人，有着一些名牌包，心情就会不自然的不开心起来。

有时候我在想，你在不开心什么？不开心又有什么用呢？你有什么资格来不开心呢？你有能力来买吗？？？

对！我是没有资格来不开心。我是没有能力来买。。。难道不开心一下下都不能吗？？ 我只有安慰自己说，我还年轻， 总有机会的。。我才刚出来社会工作没多久，没有哪个能力是应该的。。。或许这样说心情会好一些吧。。。

所以说，现在当下努力的把书给念好。再来找份好的工作，存钱，用自己的实力来买吧！！！

home sick

不晓得为什么，今天会有一股冲动向立刻买机票飞回家。再也不会来了。。。

我想，我终于知道我自己错在那里了吧？？

其实，我最舍不得的是我的家人，我的同学。而不是他。。 而我一再的不认。。
haiz,,,真白痴。。。竟然会笨到那么的彻底。

我想，我大概就是那么的不会长大。。 永远不会去珍惜别人给我的劝告。。。

或许当初我就是太天真和冲动了吧。。。

我想我现在回头还来得及吧？？？

lazinesssss

hhm... din update my blog for quite sometimes..
Well, what happen to me since my last update?

First of alll, i'm addicted into another new thingy - SHOP ONLINE!!!!
Secondly, I'm LAZY.
Thirthly, I'm addicted into QUEENS
Fourth, Since addicted into Queens, of cuz no time to blog la... haiz...

If you asked me, how's my life here?
i can tell u straight away, SO-SO. Not Good, not bad, just right in the middle. I totally DISLIKE it... if i'm given a chance, i'll definitely wont choose to come back!

WHY?
the reason is, i'm stupid n dumb that time.(confusing of what is the most important for me)
Because of one thing, i lost the other ALL.
Is my fault. I Knew it!
but just that i din realize that it will end up THIS WAY!(NOT MY WAY!)

Well, what to do, since i'm here...
carry on and live up another beta life?
thats alll.... i can do now..
work and study