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Friday, 31 December 2010

2011

Is new year eve today. Everyone busying celebrating it.
BUT
I'm home alone.

What have i done this year??
Firstly, i changed my job from full time workers to full time student.
Then, i moved back from one place to another place.
Then, i dump him
after that, i found a secret Lover
then, a sugar daddy(LOL... hopefully.. hahaha)
then, knew some new friends
Lastly, i'm super single! LOL

Anyway, that's not important.
Tomorrow is another New Year and another New DAY!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!


Wednesday, 29 December 2010

暧昧II


忽然间,想起我的秘密情人。
我和他之间的暧昧关系。因该来个了断了。

之前读到一编文章,说清了男女之间暧昧的关系。

是这样的:
男女之间的关系多过于朋友,但却少过情侣。
这就是暧昧。
你们或许很常互相问候,天天都在传简讯。
你叫他甜心,他叫你宝贝。
你不开心失落时,他会哄你,逗你。
你生病时,他会担心你,问候你。
你需要人陪伴时,他总是会在你身边。
你需要有人倾诉时,他总是有耐心的听你讲。
在没人的地方,会手牵手,会拥抱,会接吻。
仿佛,你们就像情侣般。
但是这一切都是短暂,不切实际的。

因为,
男生,很容易的就能够抽身离场。
回去他心里想念的那个她身边。
女生,往往都情不自禁的爱上了他。
剩下的就只有伤心落泪,伤害了自己。

为什么呢?因为,我们女生都是感性的。
口里虽然说不介意,但是心里却非常在乎。
当看到他的‘她’给他留言,心里就会一阵酸。
心情顿时跌到谷底,心情就莫名的不好了起来。
当他问起,‘你怎么啦?’
心里好想告诉他,我吃醋了,嫉妒了。
但却不能这么做。只好表现的不在乎。
回他,‘没什么。能有什么?’
因为心里明白,游戏规则就是这样。
谁也不会说离不开谁。

Monday, 27 December 2010

暧昧





我。。。
想着你的吻
想着你的拥抱
想着你逗我笑
想着你的一切

就让这一些成为回忆吧!
或许回忆就是最美好的。。

Saturday, 25 December 2010

Merry Christmas!!!




MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! Enjoy your day!!

Do you all enjoy it??

Hmm.. i guess i DO!

Thursday, 23 December 2010

Jibbbitsss





Horray!!! Get myself some Jibbitz again!!!
I guess i'm satisfy with the choices i had? BUT there is still some other which i really LOVE!
Felt so down because i lost my Superman Flower which i really LOVE it so much!
BUT what can i do?? Cant even find it anywhere. Haiz..

Soo.. as a replacement of that, i get myself some different buttons again! (well, actually is just another beautiful excuses of buying and spending money~ LOL)

This time i get myself 2 candies, one ginger bread man (because Christmas is around the corner), A young beautiful Lady and a LEO Hello Kitty!!! Because I'm a LEO!

Tuesday, 21 December 2010

他和他的她

这次我真的完了。
梦想破灭了。。
T.T

我懂,这次是真的玩完了。
忽然间,心超酸的。
但是又能怎么样?

告诉他吗?
告诉他又能怎样?
心就会不酸了吗?

是真的这样吗?
能找个人来说服我吗??

Monday, 20 December 2010

你的她

虽然嘴巴上说和你是好朋友
但是看到你和别的女孩子在一起时
心里就会不知觉的酸了起来
难道我是在吃醋吗??

Sunday, 19 December 2010

Girls night Out

Had a great night with all my girls.
Although I know you girls less than 24 hours, but we really enjoy our time together!
Hope we can have a time out again!!!


Thursday, 16 December 2010

新不了情




心若倦了 泪也干了

这份深情 难舍难了

曾经拥有 天荒地老

已不见你 暮暮与朝朝

这一份情 永远难了

愿来生 还能再度拥抱

爱一个人 如何厮守到老

怎样面对一切 我不知道

回忆过去 痛苦的相思忘不了

为何你还来 拨动我心跳

爱你怎么能了

今夜的你应该明了

緣难了 情难了

心若倦了 泪也干了

这份深情 难舍难了

曾经拥有 天荒地老

已不见你 暮暮与朝朝

这一份情 永远难了

愿来生 还能再度拥抱

爱一个人 如何厮守到老

怎样面对一切 我不知道

回忆过去 痛苦的相思忘不了

为何你还来 拨动我心跳

爱你怎么能了

今夜的你应该明了

緣难了 情难了

回忆过去 痛苦的相思忘不了

为何你还来 拨动我心跳

爱你怎么能了

今夜的你应该明了

緣难了 情难了

Tuesday, 14 December 2010

Woman VS Man


Saw a quota recently saying that 'Man will LIKE someone/something easily, BUT will not LOVE someone/something easily.'

My girl Mei Tzeu said that actually both man and woman are just the same. Is vice versa.

How true is it??

Well, what I can say is this is kinda subjective. It depends on how you think about it. For me, is kinda true. I'm not saying ALL men. BUT most of them are just the same. They might be sweetheart for you but in their heart there's always another sweetheart that lives inside.

You'll never knew~

Monday, 13 December 2010

xmas xmas xmas

Havent been updating recently.
well.. being lazy and moody. Dunno what to do and what to say.

Xmas is really around the corner. Is just another 12Days!!!
This year, not really looking forward to it. Why??
Hhm.. probably this year xmas is just all alone~
what a lonely xmas.
Will anyone out there miss me? Hhm.. guess not. I'm not that lovable though.

Saturday, 4 December 2010

Jogoya, STARHILL

Haven't been updating my blog for quite sometimes.

Recently being busy(i guess i am??), busy with assignments busy with some sort of rubbish work. Lolz... Alright, forget about it.

Been to Jogoya few days ago and it was not as full as the first time. Probably people getting bored with the food there?? Hhm.. never seems to bother about that.. Lolz...

This time get to snap some pictures there..


whole full roll of shusi



and still shusi...



this mushroom soup is just so nice... Love it!


Durian Ice CREAM!!!


Unagi..


Lobster Soup!!!


Love this blueberry cheese cake so much...


Really would like to go there again...
BUT hopefully... with the right person.. Lolz...

Wednesday, 17 November 2010

sleepless night

Again another sleepless night.

Darn.. how could you do this to me?

I really don't understand why.

Somehow am i thinking too much?? I am really wondering.

Monday, 15 November 2010

中毒了。。。

为什么当我下定决心把你给忘记的时候,你总是会出现??

每当我对自己说,‘算了吧!就这样忘了吧!’
你就会天天得围绕在我身边,给我希望
希望越高,失望就越大
到最后,伤害就越深
痛苦的都回是自己

我爱的人他不爱我
或许在他心里已经有了另一个‘她’
只是他口里不说而已

曾经以为自己可以很潇洒
可以和你只是朋友的关系
但是日子久了,对你的感觉决就越深了
感觉自己中毒了
没有救药可解我的毒了





Saturday, 6 November 2010

Hope VS Reality

Hope is always a Hope.
It harld turn out to be Reality in life.
Unless you put in effort to make it become a Reality.

BUT, during that process, we often need to face failure, heart broken, and being upsad by others.

Ever since you knew that the result will turn out to be 'NO'
Will you still try on it??
Will you still have the thinking of :' nevermind, I'll just try on it!'

Hmm.. Probably you'll think of it again!

Friday, 5 November 2010

Secret LOVER

Had you ever thought of having a Secret LOVER of you own?
That no one will know about the appearance of this LOVER?
Both of you continue your own life, space and probably a love one of your own.

I suddenly had this kinda feelings that wanted to have a secret lover of mine. Need not to tell to others about the appearance of this lover. Only both of you know about it.

Both of you share every ups and downs in life together. Pamper each other.
At this moment, i felt comfortable about having a secret lover. Maybe in another way it is called 'casual date' that both of you did not get to tie up into any commitment.

Probably this is what made a secret lover special~

All of sudden, i just miss my secret lover so much.
HHm... i wonder when will i get to meet him again??

Well, who knows what will happen next, right?
Just go ahead with whatever you feel it is right for you with no regrets!!!

Monday, 1 November 2010

感觉

对你有一种很强烈的感觉。。。
但是没有勇气对你说。。。
哪怕你怕了我。。。
以后就不再理我了。。。

当我说‘我想你’时,我是认真的。。。
但你就以为我在对你开玩笑

不敢对你说出我的心里话。。
我怕以后不敢面对你。。

在当下。。我是真的爱你。。

Thursday, 28 October 2010

唉!

是。
我是有心事。。
那又怎么样??
告诉你,你会懂吗?
告诉你,你理解吗?
告诉你,你能怎么帮我??

你说你能帮我分担,你有能够怎么帮我分担?

有时候,一些事情,你不知好过知。
知道了,反而对自己没有好处。
心理也不好过。

以为自己很洒脱,但是到头来只是自己骗自己。

Tuesday, 26 October 2010

神女与襄王

忽然觉得自己好悲哀。。。
一事无成。。。想要又不敢。。。

但是并不是我不敢,而是我接受不了最后的结果。
我害怕失去。我没安全感。

有时候,真的觉得自己很犯贱
明知道没有结果的事情
都还要去送死
唉!真悲哀!

真是神女有心,襄王无梦;落花有意,流水无情!!

Wednesday, 20 October 2010

放手

我想,是时候放手了。。

感觉好累。。

觉得自己很笨很无聊很烦。

是时候让自己好好的思想,好好的反省。

不能够在沉沦下去。。

是时候振作了!

Monday, 18 October 2010

Taio Cruz - Break Your Heart ft. Ludacris





[Ludadris intro]
Now I might not be the worst of the best but you gotta respect my honesty so let me break your heart but I dont think theres anybody as bomb as me so you can take this chance and everybodys gonna be wonderin how you feel you might say this is Ludacris but Taio Cruz tell her how you feel.

Now listen to me baby
Before I love and leave ya
They call me heart breaker
I don't wanna deceive ya

If you fall for me
I'm not easy to please
Imma tear you apart
Told you from the start,
Baby from the start.

I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart. (x4)

Woah Woah

Theres no point tryin to hide it
No point trying to evade it
I know I gotta problem
By doin misbehaving

If you fall for me
I'm not easy to please

Imma tear you apart
Told you from the start,
Baby from the start.

I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart.
I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart.
I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart.
I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart. )

Woah woah

Ha
And I know karmas gonna get
Me back for being so cold.
Like a big bad wolf im born
To be bad an bad to the bone.
If you fall for me
Imma gonna tear you apart
Told you from the start

I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart.
I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart.
I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart.
I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart.

Woah woah



p/s:感觉这首歌已经唱出了我的心声。。haiz...

Sunday, 17 October 2010

朴孝信-雪之花



虽然我不明白他的语言。。
但是歌曲就好悲伤。。

Saturday, 16 October 2010

离开

如果有哪一天,我离开了你,不是你不够好。。
而是你没有珍惜过我。。
一次又一次的伤害我。。
我觉得好累。。
我真的好累。。
心身疲累。。

所以我决定离开。。
以后都不回来。。
反正, 心都死了。。。

Wednesday, 13 October 2010

思念

又是一个漫长的夜晚
忽然间的,又想起了你

不知道在远方的你
是否也和我一样
心里都会忽然的想起对方

无论你是否会想起我
我都祝福你能够找到自己的挚爱

Monday, 11 October 2010

jibbitz...

Finally i got my jibbitz from Vanzy!!

i'm so in LOVE with it all~


Tuesday, 28 September 2010

雨天

特比喜欢下雨的感觉,

下着小雨,有些微风,轻轻地吹过。。

手里拿着一杯茶,卓上一件cheese cake

舒舒服服的享受着。。

是一件多么美好的事啊。。。

Monday, 27 September 2010

无聊

你真的很矛盾勒。。
难道你就不晓得你自己想怎样吗??
一下又这样,一下又那样。。
你到底想嚸??
你玩完了的咯。。
你讲完他咯。。。
我都懒得理你那么多了。。。

人真的那么的难以理解吗??难道人类真的不懂自己想要怎么样过活吗??
在大城市里。。难道人类就是那么的会计谋别人的吗??

Wednesday, 22 September 2010

cro cro cro.... cros...

After one month of waiting...

FINALLY i receive my pair of crocs Malindi from the nice seller Mysammi.

I'm so HAPPY with it when the postman hand it over to me....

WELL, surely you all will wander what the hell am i doing. After all, Malaysia do have crocs what, why need to send it so far away from US??

Hhm.. this is because.......

I HAVE A BIG FOOT!!

SEE!!! MY SHOE INDEED IS BIG WHAT!!!









p/s. of cause big lah... size 11 mah! sshhh... diam diam...

Sunday, 19 September 2010

Sandaran Hati

REcently... i fall for this song..
the rhythm is just so nice and soft...



just happen to know they are from indon!

Tuesday, 14 September 2010

Just The Way YOU ARE

Now then i know there's this group of online R&B Singer Ahmir singing this nice song...
Actually is just another version from Bruno MArs

I myself personally love Ahmir version...

What do you think??



Enjoy it~

Monday, 13 September 2010

我們沒有在一起

最近我啊。。忽然间爱上了刘若英的一首歌。
觉得她歌曲里的旋律好温柔,好伤感。。。
但是我就是爱。。

和大家分享吧!






你一直說的那個公園已經拆了
還記得蕩著秋千日子就飛起來
漫漫的下午陽光都在臉上撒野
你那傻氣 我真是想念
那時候小小的你還沒學會嘆氣
誰又會想到他們現在喊我女王
你哈哈笑的樣子倒是一點沒變
時間走了 誰還在等呢
這杯咖啡忘了加糖
真不是我那麼傷感
世界太復雜 你說單純很難
我當然都明白

可是呀只有你曾陪我在最初的地方
只有你才能了解我要的夢從來不大
我們沒有在一起至少還像情侶一樣
我痛的瘋的傷的在你面前哭得最慘
我知道你也不能帶我回到那個地方
你說你現在很好而且喜歡回憶很長
我們沒有在一起至少還像家人一樣
總是遠遠關心遠遠分享

那條路走呀走呀走呀總要回家
兩只手握著晃呀晃呀舍不得放
你不知道吧後來後來我都在想
跟你走吧 管它去哪呀
這杯咖啡忘了加糖
真不是我那麼傷感
世界太復雜 你說單純很難
我當然都明白

可是呀只有你曾陪我在最初的地方
只有你才能了解我要的夢從來不大
我們沒有在一起至少還像情侶一樣
我痛的瘋的傷的在你面前哭得最慘
我知道你也不能帶我回到那個地方
你說你現在很好而且喜歡回憶很長
我們沒有在一起至少還像家人一樣
總是遠遠關心遠遠分享

可是呀只有你曾陪我在最初的地方
只有你才能了解我要的夢從來不大
我們沒有在一起至少還像情侶一樣
我痛的瘋的傷的在你面前哭得最慘
我知道你也不能帶我回到那個地方
你說你現在很好而且喜歡回憶很長
我們沒有在一起至少還像家人一樣
總是遠遠關心遠遠分享
我們沒有在一起至少還像朋友一樣
你遠遠的關心 其實更長

Sunday, 12 September 2010

。。。。。

又是一个漫长的夜晚。。。
再这个时候,你们又会想起谁呢??

Friday, 10 September 2010

McD Burger!

I'm always a lady whom love burger so much!
I love this mega mac, whopper, big mac, any kinda burger.

One day while i was surfing, this picture comes across my eyesight


TADA!!!!

The new TRIPLE CHEESE BURGER!!!

It looks so tempting to me!

And the GOOD news is.... is out on tomorrow!!! WOW.. i just cant wait to queue up in McD to get this burger for myself...

BUT wandering how much will this thing cost me?? WELL.... will tell you soon if i really made it to McD on tomorrow...

coa!

Sunday, 29 August 2010

love and black@

Recently i had attended cost accounting in ethical and organizational context class.

The lecture itself is a funny guy. Each of his classes he did had some funny ideal to make us laugh and learn!

Last week was our first lesson with him. During tutorial time, he asked us a funny question

"WHAT IS LOVE?"

Then, He told us this --->

LOVE is insane! (Yes i do agreed with it)
LOVE is hormone unbalance!(Erm... i cant really see it.. but some can feel it)
LOVE is crazy! (indeed it is!)
LOVE is BLIND! (Definitely it is!!!)


He said that once we fall in LOVE we will lost our own personality. Because we will give all our best to the one that we LOVE!

After that, he asked us another question.
Why nowadays so many ladies fall for black people?? Like supermodel Heidi Klum, her husband in this black singer Seal.

He told us, he did asked the same question in one of his class, there's a student answered him with this --->

ONCE YOU GO BLACK, YOU CANNOT GO BACK!

Our whole class laugh upside down!

hahahaha.....

Tuesday, 17 August 2010

My first day

It is my first day back to college today. Everything was nice and great.
Guess because God guides me thru all the way. I'm not late. Arrive there just in time.
Meet my old time friends back in college and meet some new friends there too...

Luckily i'm not alone during tutorial. But it will be a hard time for me to go by.

Oh WELL!!! Life is not easy all the time.

Sunday, 15 August 2010

Bohemia Rhapsody

Recently after watching the season finale of Glee..
I suddenly fall on this Bohemia Rhapsody that was first sang by Queen!

But actually Vocal Adrenaline translate it well too...

I am still ME

Is been quite sometimes after my last post.
Cant ever really remember when it is.
LMT kept on reminding me to update it.
But I've just being busy..
Sometimes I'm really lazy...
Hahaha... Sorry bah LMT!
Now only i update!
hehehe....

After 1 month here...
what have i done?
Hmm... nothing much other than daily routine
Working part time to earn some extra more
Did even work out during this one month.
Feel like my body is expending day by day.
Ohh,,, terrible me... although my mom kept on reminding me..

BUT.. the will power just being wash away,,
Hopefully there'll be some one who cant plant it powerfully into my heart...


Thursday, 7 January 2010

blue note

i'm just a normal girl with normal needs...
all i want is you to be by my side..
all i want is you with all the festive season..
all i want is I'm THE ONLY ONE!!
all i want is you'll care how i feel..

Monday, 4 January 2010

First Day of Work

After another year, today the first day for me to report on duty.
Considering everything is in a mess.. I mess up my work. I did not put all my effort on it before the year ends. Probably because of the DECEMBER MONTH where everyone would tag it as a HOLIDAY MONTH + everyone NORMALLY will be in a HOLIDAY MOOD (and i'm in).

Probably that is actually just a lousy excuses for not wanted to work?
YES!! i do admit it! Is actually an EXCUSES for me not to work.

The first day of work, i actually have some new colleagues report on duty during that particular day. Everyone was friendly thou. Although i felt a bit of rushing as one of my girl is on leave that day. WELL, all i can say is.. what another busy day.

Friday, 1 January 2010

Happy 2010

ok.. i admit.. i'm LAZY..
lack of update..
nothing special nothing new in the blog
nothing special to mention as well..

Since today is 01/01/2010, lets us turn our head back to 01/01/2009-31/12/2009, have some tiny small flash back, in the Year of 2009, what have you DONE!

erm.....
i've found a great job which i think i love it
i've finish my diploma
i've learn my lesson
i've open up a saving account
i've brought a lot of rubbish which is actually a waste of *monies*
i've take up a body check
i've change my style
i've GAIN weight
i've NOT loosing enough weight

That's mean in the year of 2010
i've to work harder
i've to learn harder
i've to be more hardworking
i've to be more discipline
i've to learn to SAVE

Hhm.. i wander whats your new year wish will be?? Whatever it is... Wishes yo alll have a wonderful Year 2010..