nothing much.......

oh yeah...i get paid for my work. i received my cheque yesterday with my name on it.is the 1st time.actually just some kind of mood swing.swinging here n there.hahaha....actually sometimes i still prefer to get paid by CASH then CHEQUE.especially when the time that u're lack or maybe out of cash.(kinda true. i think so...)hahahaand some more the bank still need days to transfer the money from the owner acc to ur acc.i wander why it took so long time?? i dunno....dont care. as long as i can get my money.yesterday,the house add another new member.and is a puppy.actually the house already had 2 but becuz of the lil boy in the house and finally add on another new one. the puppy looks really very cute.with two rings on both his eyes n 3 rings on the top of his head.it really looks cute to me. the lil boy named it "wow-wow". accroding to the lil boy language."wow-wow" still did not get used to its new enviroment.and without his mother with him. he still need milk every morning. this morning,jie bring him to the grass land outside the house there for a walk but the other 2 old dogs see the puppy like a food.walking here n there around the puppy.made him feel so scary.i think if let them all mix up together the puppy will be screw up by rocky(the black old dog) and the PTI(the old yellow dog that comes itself). aih...poor lil "wow-Wow".i love doggies actually but i also scare of it.i hate it when the bark.they looks so scary to me.hhhm...is somebody bday yesterday.but too bad she's just too busy n got no time to celebrate.actually i'm thinking of going dinner together with her but she's busy.but she promise me for another day...well...just see how then...

workings daysss

start working for days already.sometimes feel is isn't it so fun to work in a office. there's a lots of rules n regulation u have to follow n even sometimes a lot od stupid drama between the old n young. i also wandering why. ppl always say that when u're new in the office everything u have to be patient n zip ur mouth up. pretand u dont know anything.but not the workin part(if u pretant u dont know anything on ur working part u'll then be FIRE!!!)it is totaly different from those small shops,something like those only 3 or 4 workers.i think i do rather work in those small office than a big office. althought the situation here is different from the one i used to but have to get used with it.becuz of the money i get n the stuff i learn?maybe....

hurry....

yeah...finally i got a new job.from some kind of architect firm.haha...but dunno how long i'm going to stay.maybe 2 months?3 months?4 months?1 year? no ideal. maybe next month? who knows right? Actually can learn quite a lot of stuff in there since is a big company.but mostly about those architect stuff. how to look on a map(actually not really a map,but the drawing of those architect for the contrater to build a house?or maybe a big tall building.hahaha) and the complicated fotocopy machine.there's still a lot for me to learn.who to comunicate with them n yet wont get to make them feel like i'm busy body.that is why ppl always say something like although ppl in the world eat n share the same kind of food n energy,but there's still a lot of different personality person in this lil world.haiz....thats y when someone start to mix into the new society there's a lot to learn.Learn not to leave a bad impression.n learn to be patient alllllll the time. especially when u're new in some where else. thats y.

rainny dayss

hurry....finally it rain!!feel so much better with raining days.although i cant go out anywhere...but i still love it.watching the rain drops from the sky n straight til the road n especially to the flower.it really looks so great! and the weather wont feel so hot. :)
i really din sleep well last nightand yet i sleep late at nite.but still wake up early in this morning with a heavy head.feel like gonna to faint.dunno wat the hell is going on with me.sometimes i really feel like wanna to run away from the place i stay.i also dunno why...just my some kinda mood swing.hahaha....
hhhmm..til now i still did not get any job yet.i feel like i'm some kinda of lazy bump at home doing nothing other than sleep eat n shit.i really dont like the life like this.made me feel like i'm useless...maybe sometimes i am useless.cant even help out ppl with thier problem.aih...maybe i'm still young enough in this world to help others and lack of expirencese??i think so...

hot days...

wandering why the weather these days so hot.got headache this morning after i wake up.really cant stand it.aihh,,,,
hhhmm....got a mail from a friend of mine whom lost contact long long time ago.wander how n where is he now. he is really a nice n gentle guy.
these few weeks my life was like so boring.i got nothing to do other than sleep n eat. i wander is my application accepted or being reject.wait for couple of weeks but still havent heard any news about it.maybe i'm not suitable for them to take me?? really got no ideal. dont care about it any more.maybe i just have to look for another job again. or else i'm really out of cash in that time. everything is now so expansive n yet bad quality. not like in the past. we can easily get cheap stuff wityh good quality. sometimes high tech isn't it that good n helpful to human.

hot days...

wandering why the weather these days so hot.got headache this morning after i wake up.really cant stand it.aihh,,,,
hhhmm....got a mail from a friend of mine whom lost contact long long time ago.wander how n where is he now. he is really a nice n gentle guy.
these few weeks my life was like so boring.i got nothing to do other than sleep n eat. i wander is my application accepted or being reject.wait for couple of weeks but still havent heard any news about it.maybe i'm not suitable for them to take me?? really got no ideal. dont care about it any more.maybe i just have to look for another job again. or else i'm really out of cash in that time. everything is now so expansive n yet bad quality. not like in the past. we can easily get cheap stuff wityh good quality. sometimes high tech isn't it that good n helpful to human.

sign

wow...is been such a long long time i didnt update my blog...such a long time. n now i finally have the time to do so.as i'm now so boring over here n got nothing to do.i think so??not sure is it i really can.but i hope i can. sometimes i feel like why there's always someone who wanna to make u down?what the hell are they thinking in their mind??perposely wanna to hurt someone??or maybe sometimes they just do this for fun??dont really understand.maybe they dont mean it. i dont really know.