another day

Oh well! i'm really lack of update these days... when is my last update??
i have no ideal with that. Really forgotten when..

2009 left couple more of weeks then will say goodbye to us
2009 i met some asshole
2009 i've been fired by an asshole
2009 after 1 week that asshole told me pls dont go
2009 i met some bitches
2009 i met a 'extraordinary' bitch
2009 is a good year?
2009 i've learn a lot of lessonsss
2009 brought me to broke
2009 is just 4 digits of number

Okay, what next?
2010 i wanted, and i will be success
2010 i'll achieve my target
2010 i'll be rich?
2010 i'll move?
2010 my first LV?
2010 my first 20K?

is just some kinda moody swing
sometimes some bitch will really get ur nerves on...
damit........

happy..

i just cant wait for the time to come!!!

you forever have your excuse!!!!

arghhhh

it hurts man.......
damit

秘密情人。。。

忽然之间，我想起了你。
忽然之间，很想给你一个拥抱
忽然之间，很想给你一个吻
忽然之间，我想起了我们的一切
忽然之间，我很嫉妒
忽然之间，就很忽然。。。

心情记录。。。

心里真的很不舒服。。。
真的很不明白为什么。。
好想快点离开。。。
不想再呆下去了。。。

Utada - Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence - FYI

i heard this song from one of my favourite blogger site...
it suddenly caught my eye of this...

dunno why i love it so much... hahaha...





I give you my heart
Hold on, let me sign it
Your senorita, aka your best friend
Hereby, let it be known
Love like, never before
I'm always at your service
You just have to holler at me

NYC, NYC (what, what?)
Tokyo, Tokyo (what, what?)
Send it out from the streets to the highest, to the highest high

MP3, MP3, players
Work it out, work it out, hustlers
Oh my name got him there, ooh

[Chorus:]
You know why, I'm gonna be yours tonight
We're gonna oooh aaaah
FYI, we're gonna be up all night
I'll see you later
Call me
You know my number

Like Captain Picard
I'm chillin' and flossin'
It's seven o'clock
I issue you the warning
That's right, we're stealing this show
Damn right, letting him know
We're sipping Chardonnay on 2 PM on our working day

Ching a ling, ching a ling (what, what?)
Ching a ling, ching a ling (what, what?)
Take me down to the fields where the grasses, where the grasses, lie

MP3, MP3, players
Oh my name got him there ooh

[Chorus]

See I don't need a freeloader
No I don't want a freeloader
If you want a piece of this stuff
Got to give, got to give something

[Chorus x2]

everyone,,, Enjoy with this video clip~

Taking Back My Love

these few days... this song kept on playing in my mind.
yeah i know i love it.


go ahead
just leave
can’t hold you, you’re free
you take all these things
if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams
’cause you meant the world
so did I deserve to be left here hurt
you think I don’t know
you’re out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my boys
girl you’re stone cold
you say it ain’t so
you already know I’m not attached to material

I give it all up, but I’m taking back my love,
I’m taking back my love,
I’m taking back my love,
I’ve given you too much,
but I’m taking back my love,
I’m taking back my love, my love, my love, my love, my love


what did I do?
but give love to you
I’m just confused
as I stand here and look at you
from head to feet
all that’s not me
go ahead keep the keys
that’s not what I need from you

you think that you know
(I do)
you made yourself cold
(oh yeah)
how could you believe them
over me I’m your girl
you’re out of control
(so what)
how could you let go
(oh yeah)
don’t you know I’m not attached to material


I give it all up, but I’m taking back my love,
I’m taking back my love,
I’m taking back my love,
I’ve given you too much,
but I’m taking back my love,
I’m taking back my love, my love, my love


so all this love, I gave you take it away


you think material’s the reason I came


if I had nothing would u want me to stay?


you keep your money take it all away


I give it all up, but I’m taking back my love,
I’m taking back my love,
I’m taking back my love,
I’ve given you too much,
but I’m taking back my love,
I’m taking back my love, my love, my love, my love, my love

home

Another summer day
has come and gone away
In Paris or Rome...
but I wanna go home
...uhm Home
may be surrounded by
a million people I
still feel all alone
just wanna go home
I miss you, you know

And I've been keeping all the letters
that I wrote to you,
Each one a line or two
I'm fine baby, how are you?
I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane, another sunny place,
I'm lucky I know
but I wanna go home
I got to go home

Let me go home

I'm just too far from where you are
I wanna come home


And I feel just like I'm living
someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
when everything was going right
And I know just why you could not come along with me
This was not your dream
but you always believed in me...

Another winter day
Has come and gone away
in either Paris or Rome
and I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
still feel alone
Let me go home
I miss you , you know

Let me go home
I've had my run
baby I'm done
I gotta go home

Let me go home
it'll all be alright
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home"

HOME

Recently, Michael Buble's HOME was stuck on my mind.
Suddenly thought of wanna to go home.
I miss my own home so much.
My own room,
My bath room,
My Kitchen
My Chair
My BLoster...
Everything at home...
Sumore my Mom's Cooking!
Is the best in the World!
I miss her soup as well~

Feel like going home now... :(

workaholic

moody swing.,.
felt like sleeping...
another day without exercise
really have to push myself on it
can stand it any more
people around are turning more and more perfect?
well..
sometimes we really need to push ourself
or else
forever we will never get whatever we want

笨！！！

忽然觉得，有时候，自己在做的东西是多余的。。
由头到尾，别人根本都没有感激过你。反而怪回你。
说你为什么那么的好关闲事。
关你什么事。
好心没好报。
算了。。 以后就不对别人那么好了。。
免得到头来伤害了自己，自讨没趣。

i hate you.......

i hate u very much on today,,u really pissed me off...
darn... who the hell u think u are??
can control me with ur hands??
fuck off!!!!

HAppy Mother's Day

Happy Mother's Day to All the Mothers around the world.

U're the best!!

To my own mother..

I just wanna to let you know that i'll always love you.

Remeber to give your mother a warm hug to let them know that you care.
Not only during mothers day but whenever you have the chances.

First Day of Work

Yesterday, was my first day of work in the new company. Things there were different from my previous 'tiada harapan'. Everyone there were on time(i mean come to work on time), no more yam cha in the coffee shop half way(in the future i don't know), and no more internet surfing during office hour for me! :(

well, it isn't any big deal for that. I mean every place there must be a set of rules and regulation. Then only we'll get to behave ourselves. Or else, everyone will be like in this 'tiada harapan'. Can come to work whenever time they wanted and go home before finish working hours.

At first i thought that my first day of work will be very boring, sitting down on my place and doing nothing, looking around and day dreaming. BUT, i was totally WRONG! The first day the new company, i'm loaded with some task. Things that i've never and have not do before. Calculate OT, payroll, traveling claim, budget for monthly payment, filing, updated creditors list, updated salary list and more. Although these task are not like those i used to do before, but I've LEARN something new in the new company. And yet concentrating with my work. hahaha...

After so many months there in 'tiada harapan' having long long lunch hours, or maybe i can say like whenever u feel like wanna to eat something, u can always go out and have a break! But now in the new company, i cant practice the old way anymore. I've have to look on the time. and watch out of it. And make everything fast. Well, one hour lunch break is actually enough for everything. hahaha...

Office there is simple, with no music, but some of them will bring their own mp3 player and plug it on. somehow i've to learn to get used and fit myself in the new environment and made myself flexible. In everything.

i'm free!!!

Finally, i'm no longer under 'Tiada Harapan".

I'm happy with it. I do not need to see those people with fake faces, fake caring, fake friendship and everything fake!

I'm now looking forward to my new job!!

backstabber, annoying lady

Now then i realize that actually we cant just be too close with someone in a company. Especially those with power, authority and those people that are close with the boss.
You'll easily become something on top of the surgery table. Being operate by them.
No matter how hard you work for the company, even thought the boss knew it. But the boss will always being brain washed by those people in the company.
They wont get rid of people that that liked but cant work. But will then get rid of those who can work but cant please them. What on earth is this.. i sometimes really cant understand.

Recently, there's this one young(consider young and just married) lady join in the Eastet Agent department. i really dont understand what is in her mind. What made her so annoying until almost all of them in the company ignore her. of cuz included me as well. She started to annoy me just few days after she has join the company.
I cant see much result and things that she do compare to the old margarita. At lease margarita is aggressive and do bring back sales and result. But to her, the things that i see is that she only know how to talk and complain but do nothing. When others wanna to teach her something she'll like always, nevermind, we'll know how to do. OMG... even thought u have working experience but it does not mean that people who has less working experience cannot teach u anything? why cant she learn to accept others opinion before she add hers in?? Why must she always get those who are just in the higher level but not in the situation to judge things??
Dont she knows that everyone is ignoring her right now? because of her annoying attitude?

Just wish for the best and she'll realize and solve it out.

Earth Hour 60

Let's us all support Earth Hour and change the world......

As we all only have one Earth...

For the sake of the next generation, for the animals, for the atmosphere, for the polar bear, for the penguins(???)... hahaha....
For Everyone....

Girls Generation - GEeeeeee...............

This was a awesome one....
Although the girls are somehow a bit annoying.. but their voice are really nice.

randomly.....

well.. i know. i'm lack of updating my blog nowadays...
what am i doing?
actually.. is just nothing.... i'm lazy all the time. surfing the forum while in the office..
yam cha almost every evening with my colleague John. Having polo pao almost every time i went over yam cha with him.
Surfing those rubbish web and get no benefit on it...

sometimes i was thinkin, wad on earth am i here for?
Useless and not helpfull.....?
Am i really that rubbish?

Well, who knows......
i'll be a very successful people in the world?
or maybe a unsuccessful people.....

语气

有时候，一个人说话的语气和口气，真的会影响很多。

原本以为开玩笑的，就因为语气说重了，别人就以为你在责怪他。但是其实只是一个玩笑。

说话句子放错了位置，所反了，意义又不同了。。说错了，别人误会了，要解释时，都不知怎么办好。。

有时候在想，是不是我们不说话会比较好呢？？

避免说错了，别人误会，到时候，别人放在心上，要解释都难。。。

If i were a boy and you are a girl

This was the remix version of the Beyonce's "If i were a Boy"

I found this remix version is nice and special.. it was abit like one of the Eamon's Song (Eamon Vs Frankee Fuck it and Fuck You Back!)

If I were a boy
even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys
and chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
and I'd never get confronted for it
cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

(R. Kelly)
If you were a boy
then girl you'd understand
you need to stop listening to your friends
love, respect and trust your man

So I go to clubs with the guys
and sometimes flirt with the girls
I should be able to roll out
as long as Im coming home to you
and give you the world

But you are not a boy,
so you dont have a clue (ey)
How I work and pay the bills
girl and everything I do is for you (eh eh)

(Beyonce)
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a Boy (Beyonce)

If I were a Girl (Kelly)

I would turn off my phone (Beyonce)

I wouldn't play games (Kelly)

Tell everyone it's broken
so they'd think that I was sleeping alone (Beyonce)
Girl you know thats wrong (Kelly)

I’d put myself first
and make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’ll be faithful,
waiting for me to come home, to come home.

But you are not a boy,
so you can't understand
You are not a perfect woman
and I am not a perfect man (with me, with me)

I'd listen to her (eh eh)
Cause I know how it hurts (Kelly: and I know how you feel)
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

Kelly: Said Im sorry

It's a little too late for you to come back

but I cant let you go
cause Im too attached (Kelly)

If you thought I would wait for you
you thought wrong

But you're just a boy

新年快乐

祝大家新年快乐。。。 牛年行大运。。.
最重要的还是身体健康。。。这样才能实施顺利。。。哈哈。。。
女的。。永远青春美丽，可爱动人。。。
男的。。永远都那么的帅气。。。

anything will do

I think is been a long long time that i didnt update my blog...

what have i been doing all these days?? hhmm.. if u asked me.. i can tell u, I　DON'T KNOW!!!

Plan to study back soon. But how soon is soon?? i've no ideal with that. Start with this new year, i really have to cut down a lot of my unnecessary buying..... (hahaha... wasted a lot of money with a lot of RUBBISH）

Chinese New Year also around the corner, this year i'll be celebrating it in Labuan. Why is it there?
Simple... cause i miss my dad... Plan to go back to see my dad... PLUS to tapau some of my rubbish that i left over... hahaha....

Guess is another new feeling to do things like this...... hahaha....

New year

又是新的一年了哦。。。 haiz...
其实我也不懂我想怎样（感觉好失败。。长那么大了也不懂自己要写什么东西）

只是希望，新的一年，我可以过的更好。。。
可以顺利毕业。。 找一份更好的工作。。 努力存钱（我想这是我最想要得吧？？）
可以在我30岁前买到一间房子。。。我最想要得房子。。。（哈哈哈。。。想太多了吧？？）
你问我在那里买？？我也答不到你。。因为我也不懂我要在那里落地生根。。。

虽然说，今年会很难过（因为经济不好吧。。就来金融风暴的咯。。银行没钱，人民生活痛苦。。还说银行没钱利息就会高，但是要高不到哪里去的啦。。。去年bank negara已经说了FD的利息会减少咯）
但是，还是得过咯。。。

我想，当务之急，就是把书给念好啦。。。 其他的，什么都别想啦。。。

Happy 2009

Happy Blessed 2009 everyone.....