distance~

hhhmmm....kinda of sad...dont feel good about today.hate the way i am.why must i be like this....feel that i'm really like a bitch!!!wander why that i just cant be like who i used to be.why that i just feel like so boring all the day...and then nothing to do at all???hsia n mary went back to kk adi...mary really did looks leng zai adi...but then he add weight~aiks,..till sunday that day they went back to kk again to continued their studies...dunno when then i can meet them again~maybe next month...or maybe till the day they get married?no one knows....hahaha....miss my frens a lot...

Distance Relationship``

just like what Brandon said...disance relationship is just not that easy for a pair of couple to reduce their relationship.just like when either the gal or the boy need their partner be by their side but then their partner just cant be there for them how sad could it be?surely there is none of the couple would like their bf or gf leave them.kinda suffer....sometimes will wander what they doing in there,what had happen to them and so on.i dont like it too~but then what to do???have to be patient n wait lor...
talk to hsia yesterday...about our own relationship with our own bf.sometimes really dont know why both adi not in the same place but then can still argue.no matter on phone or during sms.really dont understand why??she said that sometimes dont really know what's in her bf mind.just like so many things he wanna to do n so many things he wanna to think.sometimes also purposely wanna to make her get jealous.i also dont know why sometimes guys would do this things to prove that is that the gf care about them n all.sometimes i just feel like actually i dont really know much about my bf.sometimes dunno whats in his mind n sometimes i also dunno whats in my mind too~
sometimes feel like i'm a fool~aiksss.... *sign* :(

Goofy......bear???

hhmm...another boring day again....aiks...nothing to do again...now only waiting for school to reply my letter lor...see which school will accept my application lor...but then still dunno yet larr...hopefully the one i wan larrr...hehehe....the lil Jme arrr...really so teruk lar....can slep back after call one ooo...so funny....Hsia n andy came back adi this morning...but then dunno can meet them or not?if cant i think have to wait till the time i go kk lor...then have to ask them out and together with Lu.i think that will be the last time i meet them lorrr....after that...dunno when then i'll meet them back.maybe the time they get marrieD???hehehe...no ideal when...hahaha...kinda miss them....aih...these days really very boring...got nothing to do n then no place to go.aihh...dunno how i gonna live in this kinda of place`

homosexual~

y when others talk about homo there will feel like yer...y like this one...y they will fall on the same sex one?y this n y that??but then y cant they be a bit more optimistic??y cant they think on the bright side the positif side??actually whats the problem with homo???they also human being in this world.also like others to love n to care n when the time they feel bored they also wan others to be by their side.but then only things is they only feel good with the same sex.they only like the same sex.so whats the problem with this??why they cant be together n have to be ignore?many ppl in this world cant accept this concept.but only few of them accept it.so whats the big deal with homo???

not in the mood"

dont feel good since last night till now...dunno what the hell is going on.i hate it like this~feel like why my life always so damn sux!dont really like my life here in this lil island.feels like so...arggg....wanna to die!i dont really know what will happen if i gonna stay here for one more year...think i'll die.hahaha....cant sleep well these few days.dont know y.really dont like it like this.wanna to start school soon.i dont wan to be really bored at home or in this lil island doing nothing everyday just go on here n there n do nothin.wasting my money n time.i think is really not a good choice for me to come back to this lil island!i wander y others can descripe it as a BEAUTIFUL ISLAND!!!!i really wander why??
i miss my mom my bro n my cousin there in my hometown~really cant wait to go back!really once i leave this lil island i'll never wanna to come back anymore~for wat to come back??nothin to do...

SChool Life~

finally today they start school back at once~~haha....actually i miss the school life very much....the time with friends and teachers....this n that....really a lot of happy memories in school...and yet 5 years there in the same school...never convert to any high school anymore too~so ppl out there~do really enjoy ur school likfe now...or else u will surely reagret,haha,,,and it is TRUE~u surely will~
monday adi...aihhh...later going to library with my deares Jme~hehehe....dunno what she wanna to do in the library??look for handsome???dunno her...gonna ask her later...hahaha....Lu living this island today...but then dunno what time...not gonna to send her off,cuz know that we will surely meet again soon~next month i think??i also dont know that when i leave this island will someone else there to send me off?not sure about it.i also dont know that i wan someone to send me off or not?scare that i'll cry or feel??dunno larrr...hahaha
tot that eric is back...then just realise that i mistaken the date....haha....dont care larrr...as long as we're still alive surely can meet one...hehe....that day go on shoping with Lu saw a really cute bear bear...feel like wanna to bring it back home.really cute n confortable the time hugging...but then too bad...these days i'm really lack of cash~what to do???overload adi...hahaha...have to wait lorr...see who else will buy it for me?but then i dont think so larrr......unless i ask for it.

aihh....

reallyboring today...dunno what to do...really hate to be in this lil island.really hope thatcan leave here as soon as possible....dont wan to be in here any more longer....i miss my mom.i wanna to go back to my hometown.dont wan to stay in this lil island.wanna tosee my mom.hate this island!!!!!!argggg..... :(
what to do...have to wait ...

Another DAy Again~

hhhmm....dont really feel good this morning....feeel like someting gonna happen.but then dont know what will it be.just like some kinda of bad feeling...suppost to calll jme....but then i didnt.dunno where is her rite now??feeling so damn dizzy this morning.i dont know why..din sleep well last nite.many things in my mind.appear non-stop.many things to think.about my future.feel like if can turn back time,feel like wanna to go back to form3 that time.really so many memories in that year.so happy together with all my friends and family.but then i know it is impossible to turn back time.hahaha
really be influnce by cin adi...now really like Tong Hua this song.hahaha....dunno really really nice.apper in my mind non-stop.haha....really miss that song n the MV.
dunno what to do tonite.feel like ???HAHAHA....

Another Day~

Hhmm...time pass so fast...today then adi friday..what i'm gonna do today?still dunno.....dunno y he is just so hot temper...hahaha....n then the same like me too~dunno y...
Cin still sleeping in her room....granny adi wake up...i think she gonna get ready for the lunch and all?no ideal for it.dunno how's Eric.tot he said that he got exam today.hope that he know how to answer it all...hahaha....

finally DONE!!!

hhmm...so happy....finally got background music already...but then still feel like the music very....aiksss....dunno how then i can upload it be normal....aihh...got anyone there can help me?stll dunno...aihh...late nite liao lorr...stilll not yet sleep..dunno why..ahaha....maybe becuz of....?nahh....wont larrr...hahaha....wandering y some ppl can stay til so late at nite...it' s been a long long time i never stay til late nite at this time.maybe because have to join then camp?then my life like been set up with disciplin.have to sleep at this time wake up at that time...this n that...so annoying....but then now kinda missed the time there...but only a small part of it onyl~
what to do?time will never turn back.....cant turn back time...have to look to the front...the future is still BRIGHT!
but dunno is it BRIGHT to me??or maybe is only to him and her??maybe not for me???who knows rite?really fed up with the life here...dont wanna to live in this lil island any more...cant wait to leave.but then have to wait...dunno when then i can live...maybe one more months later...or maybe after couple of weeks?who knows...aihhh... dunno what to do with my future.kinda headache when ppl ask about this...what u wanna to study after form5??where u wanna to go after form 5?what u wanna to be??this n that.....so annoying....why are they so interested with others future?why dont they just mind thier own business?dont be so busybody with others life....this is how gossip start i guess?

Music..

hhhmm...listen to some soft songs....this remind me something...about a person.who loves music too...just that not those soft songs.i think is kinda suitable for him.just that only dont know he will like it or??maybe gonna ask him some other day...kinda miss him too.but just he's just too far from me.sometimes the one u love is always the one who leaves you.the one u hate is always the one who will be by ur side when u needed someone to talk to~
maybe this is what ppl said as faith??or ???dunno larrr....just let it be whatever it wanna to be~
i dont care~maybe....really dont care?

just in a sudden.........

suddenly miss my bro...haha...dunno y....and then another god bro jef.so long time din get to contact with him already.since the day i go camp.haha....it's been a long long time adi lorrr...dunno how is he now in aus??hope that he will reply my email that i sent to him.
knew him for more then 3 years i think??used to be a very good chat mate of mine...know many of problems...and so do i...he will surely look for me.n then chit chat none-stop
hhaha...stilll remember the times....very memorable?i guess?kinda miss him..... :P

S T R A N G E R`

just now also dont know why got a STRANGER called.although is starnger but then also talk for an hour plus....dunno why can talk for so long...and then with a STRANGER.dunno why this stranger really starang.call n sing for us...haha....n then with a guitar agian....
finally found out the song that i wan.a korean song...but then dont know who is the singer...know the cantonese version one larrr...stillll dunno how to upload song....eeehhh.....very geram....eeeeee

haha.....so funny~

jme....u are reallllly funny....haha....actually this lil gal kinda funny one...n then Q also.just that she's just a lil bit too short....(jme if u read this pls dont be mad arrrrrrr...cuz i know i'm tall enough~heheheh)a very very nice fren of mine...used to forget about this lil gal but then dont know since when remember her back.very bad hor.....
she used to tuition with me at the same place...a stupid n busybody n mean teacher....(jme...u know i know enough larr...keep quite hor....hehehehe)hate that teacher so much tilll now~
so damn busybody....very pity the husband dunno y married with such a woman!-_-"'
maybe just like wat others say....an apple in his eyes?his cup of tea?or maybe coffeee???dunno larr...up to him...who asked him fallll on this type of WOMAN!!!dont care larr...none of my business also...haha.....aiksss.....suddenly like gossiping adi....stop her story here then~
back to jme....really have many funny memories with her last year...together with cin n jo~
hey if u guys read this....still remember the time what we did at the roadside there?and then adi midnite....but then still dont wanna to go back home n sleep~
and still remember what happen to our lil jme??hehehe......funny rite that gal?
but then she's still a very gud fren to us.....i'll misss you jme....
no matter where u go must surely telll me hor...or elseeee...hehehe....

blurblur adi lorrr

aihhh....wake up at this time.dont know why so headache.actually still wan to sleep but then have to listen to my dear lor...then force to wake up.but then can still sleep back.but choose to wake up.usally also sleep till this time.but just earlier a bit only.hahaha....
tot that this afternoon will be goin to library with cin n jme.but then aihh.....have to wait other day lorr...maybe tomorrow?or maybe the day after tomorrow again?or?i also dont know~have to wait for her to reply....
Lu is leaving labuan to KK this Sunaday i think?dont know how's her relationship with his bf adi.but then dont wanna to care about that anymore.just hope that she wont regreat with the choices she has made.

aduiii....

aih...that gal really slept on sofa there....hahaha....ask her to go sleep she then tell me that sofa very confortable...hahahah....funny lar this gal......tomorrow jme not going down town with us.she said that her dad have to bring her to the optik.dunno wat happen...haha...nvm ask her then lor..

Finally!!!

aikss...kinda hungry rite now...but then wat to do?adi late nite~but then still not yet sleep~
cin too~out there in the living room watching tv...haha...dunno what program she watching.
dont know why she also can stand for so long time?wander is that she fall asleep on the sofa there adi or what...hahaha....

My First Page`!

hhhmm...this is my first time here in blog...just try out this new sites here...cuz got nothing to do mah...so waste my time in front of the computer lor...hehe.....