Chinese New Year's Eve

Is Chinese New Year tomorrow and I am just heading back to my hometown which is in East Coast.
Is been 2years since I last go back for Chinese New Year.
Last Chinese New Year was in Ipoh with mom and some of my friends.
This year will be with my dad and brother.
Chinese New Year to me is all about reunion with the loves one. Just the same like Christmas:)
But different type of feeling for this two different festive season.
No matter which festive seasons is it, we should always treasure the loves one.
Guess my grandma had already prepared all the food for today and tomorrow.
All I can do now is wait to arrive at my destination:)

心事种种

不晓得你们有否试过，当有人把你心里的话说了出来你们会有怎样的感觉？

某天，我们在聊， 我问了男友，当你看见我时你会想到些什么？

男友说：‘你是一颗很闪亮的星星，朋友对你的感觉都是很快乐的。但你却试图把自己隐藏起来。你仿佛就像有一股很强的拉力把你拉下。”

我顿时傻掉。心情就像过山车，掉到谷底。就在也起不来了。

当时就觉得很郁闷。难道真的是这样而我当局者迷？

我真的想不通。是自己无形的压力吗？
还是他们想太多了？