distance~

hhhmmm....kinda of sad...dont feel good about today.hate the way i am.why must i be like this....feel that i'm really like a bitch!!!wander why that i just cant be like who i used to be.why that i just feel like so boring all the day...and then nothing to do at all???hsia n mary went back to kk adi...mary really did looks leng zai adi...but then he add weight~aiks,..till sunday that day they went back to kk again to continued their studies...dunno when then i can meet them again~maybe next month...or maybe till the day they get married?no one knows....hahaha....miss my frens a lot...

Distance Relationship``

just like what Brandon said...disance relationship is just not that easy for a pair of couple to reduce their relationship.just like when either the gal or the boy need their partner be by their side but then their partner just cant be there for them how sad could it be?surely there is none of the couple would like their bf or gf leave them.kinda suffer....sometimes will wander what they doing in there,what had happen to them and so on.i dont like it too~but then what to do???have to be patient n wait lor...
talk to hsia yesterday...about our own relationship with our own bf.sometimes really dont know why both adi not in the same place but then can still argue.no matter on phone or during sms.really dont understand why??she said that sometimes dont really know what's in her bf mind.just like so many things he wanna to do n so many things he wanna to think.sometimes also purposely wanna to make her get jealous.i also dont know why sometimes guys would do this things to prove that is that the gf care about them n all.sometimes i just feel like actually i dont really know much about my bf.sometimes dunno whats in his mind n sometimes i also dunno whats in my mind too~
sometimes feel like i'm a fool~aiksss.... *sign* :(